Nathalie

2011-06-23T12:48:00.000-07:00

woo hoo.... it haas been long since i last blog!!!! at baby house now:))) we are damn sian that is why we come here blog. hehe! will be heading to delma to interview tomorrow. baby is starting her attachment soon!! soooo sad:(((((( ok we're like damn sian now!!! good the bye~

P/S: dear dear, wo ai ni:*

2011-03-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

Hi bloggy, i'm back again!! finally ike 18 on 23 feb! woo hoo... thanks baby for the surprise and everything you're really awesome. sorry for throwing temper and stuff. you know i love you right?? hahhas!! thanks for every little things that you do for me. seeing you later for sakae buffet! woo hoo... wo hao xiang ni oh! muacks muacks! *hair stands*

P/S: you'll always be mine~

2011-01-18T22:36:00.000-08:00

Hi Bloggy!! its has been long since i have last blog! woo hoo! everything is good now. i'm a happy kid!!! baby, thanks for treating me so nice and everything appreciate it alot!! i love you honey star!!

P/S: HONEY STAR~

2010-12-20T14:27:00.000-08:00

a time out yes it might be a time out but to you we are already no more. thanks for everything. thanks for being here for me. appreciate it alot. you know i'll miss you. you know i love you:) i'm here if you need! i love you baby girl:)

P/S: i love you~

2010-12-19T16:30:00.001-08:00

we are mor like friends now. can we stop being so cold to each other?? i mean i did try to talk to you and sweet talk to you. i'm tired, tired of trying ways to cheer you up, tired of ways to go back to the honey moon period. will you just spare a thought for me? fucking speechess..

P/S: FUCK!

2010-12-11T09:37:00.000-08:00

It has been long since i last blog huh. hahas! just came back from roller bladding in the after soon then kentrick's house for mj won $7plus:) then shower, head to had supper with baby, kentrick and gary:) yummy yummy!! then they send me home.

can you tell me that you still love me?? can you tell me that you wants to continue to protect me. can you stop giving me those feeling that you don't love me anymore. i'm scared. scared that you will leave me alone. :'(

P/S: Great time with loves:)

2010-12-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

I got this feeling that we are drifting. i don't know why. i don't even know did you tell me the truth in every single thing. is not that i don't trust you but i just feel very insecure because we are different from the past. as what ppl say starting of the r/s is always sweet. yes its true. i just hope that we can be like the pass. but what i said pass is the pass. can't do anything to it:(

P/S: FML!

2010-12-07T02:04:00.000-08:00

Happy 2nd month my dear baby! It seems that we have been together for kinda long huh. but its only 2 months. hahas! but still there are more to go right?? hehe! i love tou lois lim rong jing:)

P/S: Thanks for everything!

2010-11-26T09:26:00.000-08:00

Head to school this morning and i'm late!! school was alright:) after school head back to st george to meet sam, mandy and my baby:) then head for lunch went to sam's house to watch some horror movie!! damn gross!!! *puke* head back home change meet sam's family for dinner yum yum! headback sam house to continue our movie and i sure freaking gross!! i'm scared of vampires now:( thanks to the show! _l_

i don't know how should i tell you how i feel. but you should know i love you. baby you know you are important to me. you should know i won't let go untill the day that you do. i love you honey:)

P/S: how should i live without you?

2010-11-14T01:40:00.000-08:00

Had a great whole of yesterday! met Gladys and Shi Han at bishan then head to science centre! lots of thing happen but is all funny things!! hahas!! enjoyed! after that we head to town to meet my gf, cherie, gary and kentrick then went to eat and slack then after that baby ryan came cherie friend came also. hahas!! awesome day with awesome people!! more outings!!!

P/S: AWESOME NIGHT WITH AWESOME PEOPLE!

2010-11-12T20:41:00.000-08:00

don't feel right this few days, you've change. hahas!! expected. that is why my friends always say honey moon period only after that etc. i don't how to tell you but you will say i where got change? you won't know if you have change but other people can feel it. the starting when you wanna woo me untill the day when we quarrel and now?? hahhahahas!! totally change. speechless.

P/S: you've changed :'(

2010-11-11T02:00:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry to be so inmature. forgive me will you?? thanks for everything you have done for me thankd for giving in to me baby. i hope everything won't change. baby for you i'll change my attitude alright?? sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!! truely sorry dearest. i love you ttm!

P/S: i'm a useless gf~

2010-11-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED GF! LOIS LIM RONG JING!!

Hey baby, today is your 21 eh. hehe! hope you will like the surprise that i gave to you

last night. and hope you will love the cake. baby. thanks for everything

that you have done for me, like giving in and everything la. hahas! its all appreciated!

hope you will have a wonderful and memorable 21 birthday:) i love you sweety~

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GF~

2010-10-29T21:38:00.000-07:00

Woke up in the morning then text my lao jia huo. after that lao jia huo called me and say she is like outside my house with my breakfast!! awww.... so sweet of her right?? hehe! thanks sweetie honey! i love you!!

P/S: thanks for your everything~

2010-10-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

i don't know why am i throwing attitude. but i just feels that you are giving in too me way too much. or perhaps you don't know me well enough. i'm bless to have you this gf and i'm serious. i hope that we can last. but baby i'm having this feeling that i don't know what should i say. fuck!! its my bad my fault. maybe you are just way too good for me. really way too good.

P/S: i have a feeling that i can't explain~

2010-10-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feel very sad and insecure. i don't know why either. why am i in a relationship when i know there will be quarrels and etc?? baby why i'll be like this is because you are getting more and more important to me. i swear. i can't afford t lose you. baby i'm sorry for those attitudes and harsh words. i don't mean it. how i wish i can hug you tightly now. i feel like hugging you tight and not to let you go off. baby you mean alot to me reay alot. i love you lois lim rong jing!

P/S: will you leave me??

2010-10-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm in stres now help!! hahas! having fun in school now viewing videosand laughing away! but that jolene doesn't want me to post:( but its ok i'll post another one:)
P/S: i'm in love with my cliques!

2010-10-17T02:13:00.001-07:00

Ytd after project head to ryan's house to slack. took lots and lots of photos with baby and ryan baby!! Upload two pics enough already too lazy too upload the rest:) loves!

I LOVE LOIS LIM RONG JING AND RYAN TEO JUN HAO!!!!

P/S: THREESOME IS AWSOME!

2010-10-12T19:20:00.000-07:00

Baby ah! i'm so sorry to let you cry till like that ytd eh. heart pain to see you cry till like that eh. i'm so sorry really sorry baby. wo bu shi gu yi de:( baby you should know that i love you too. you are mine. i won't leave you. And you promise not to leave me to right?? wahahahahs!!

BABY I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU LOIS LIM RONG JING!!

P/S: i love you! 071010

2010-10-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

071010 marks the date of us! baby thanks for everything. thanks for tolerating my nonesense, craps, attitudes and everything. baby i appreciate all this bits and pieces. although you are SMALL but you are still the one that i love. hahas! baby ah baby! wo zhen de hen miss ni eh. Stop being so insecure ar! hahas! i'm already yours and i'll always be yours ok?? i love you my one and only prince!!

P/S: 071010!

2010-09-27T23:21:00.001-07:00

Made up my decision and know what i really wants. i'm sorry to hurt you. but you need someone who can really settle down with you and stuff but i'm sorry i can't commit for now or maybe the next few months. i'm also afraid. you are good. but i just don't deserve you. carry on and move on:) hope to see you around dear:)

P/S: letting down a burden! Phew~

2010-09-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

Currently in school doing project. FML!!! sibei tired can): nvm after today officially holiday!! jia you!(:

P/S: all this bits and pieces are all helping(: thanks(:

2010-09-23T04:40:00.000-07:00

school was boring!! late for school again! oh god! if tmr i'm late i'll have detention): pray hard that i can wake up tmr!! hmmm..... after school lois came and pick me up from school. and she is so sweet!!! she did this ferrero thing in a heart shape form and i don't bear to eat it!! hehe.

P/S: i'm a happy kid(:

2010-09-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

school was alright today kinda stressed up because of those projects): hmmm... lois came down to just see me and co eat mac-.- hahas! then she drove me back to school while others claims that they wants to have a walk back and they wants to digest! hahas! idiot! so yea kinda sweet of her(: later she insist of picking me up again. hmmm.... not bad kinda sweet to me(: hehe!! ++++ marks!

to you: anw happy 1 month if we are still tgt(:

you don't even appreciate what i do for you. so whats the point also?? i accepted for you being you but did you?? i don't think so. forget it i'm comparing too. not only you are doinf the monitoring but me also doing a monitoring(:

P/S: i do appreciate what you have done(:

2010-09-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

currently in school. anw thanks lois for travelling down all the way from woodlands just to send me to school. laughs! appreciated(: omg the weather is killing me! >.< hate it when the weather is so sucky!! and i'm kinda sleepy now): gonna have pasta later with part time jolene koh!!!! hahas!! (: loves!

P/S: i'm indecisive, i can't decide.

2010-09-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

went to my cousin's wedding dinner ytd(: this wedding dinner is the super unique one and they are like damn sweet can!! hahas!! awww.... i want to get married too!! hehe! how i wish les can get married in singapore!!! tsk! after that head home shower and everthing and then head out to chomp chomp and meet sean and co(: after that went to yishun dem and then thanks gerard for sending me back and sean for sending me to my door step! hehe!! thanks thanks!! thanks to my headache and sore throat i can't go school>.<

P/S: i love the way we are now(:

2010-09-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

woo... 3 rows straight clubbing! damn fun can! hahas! but sad thing is after drinking those alchohol i'm having sore throat headache and fever now): later i still have to go my cousin wedding, you tell me how??): hmm.. saw things that we shouldn't saw and its so damn wrong!! but too bad is none of my business(: hmm... had a great night with sean and co(: hahas! then home and sleep(:

P/S: i'm waiting for you~

2010-09-18T01:25:00.000-07:00

last min to play again last night(: lots of fun!! met sean first then head to maxwell meet the rest. almost can't enter to play!! FML!!!! scare me!! hahas! in the end yeah party all night! tonight will be at play again! gosh!! i'm like a clubber can! straight 3 days in a role>.< supper at maxwell then head back home with mand and sean thanks gerard for the ride(: then change wait for sam to arrive slack awhile then me head to sean's house while those lovely bird date downstairs my house. hahas! thing are going well between me and her and i guesss my dream is becoming reality(: THATS GREAT!!

To You: hmmm..... its not that you are not good, but the fact that i just don't worth your love and you have a gf. thats the main point. i know you get affected by me that is why i don't want to be so close to you. you get me? i made you fall once that fall is a major fall that you ever had this is what you told me. yes its my fault that is why i don't want to repeat the same old thing again. friends is much more better. treat your gf good because she don't deserve this kind of things alright? she is a good gf. trust me. be happy with her. don't get too affected by me. take care and see you around(:

P/S: i love the way we are now! (:

2010-09-16T21:27:00.000-07:00

currently in school doing nothing. just got screwed up by my CA agian! :/ nvm 30 more mins to end school!! hahas!! i'm damn freaking cold and i'm damn hungry): can't wait to end faster!! hehe!! deciding should i pierce belly?? hehe!!

P/S: i miss you~

2010-09-16T14:06:00.000-07:00

last min decision to play(: met love and sam at bk then sean came down to meet us for supper and followed by amanda so after that sean actually going home but in the end she went to play and we go gaga together! haahs!! kinda had fun because not much people was there(:
THANKS SEAN FOR THE COMPANY AT MY HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS BECAUSE YOU WAS AFRAID THAT I CAN'T WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL LATER! HAHAS!

P/S: sat, play play play!

2010-09-14T19:02:00.000-07:00

Ytd had a great day at buang kok with sean and co(: then walk back to serangoon from buang kok and its like a 1 and a half hour walk?? hahas! we spill the beans out and stuff. kinda had a great talk with her and thanks for sending me home after reaching your house downstairs! haha! and thanks for the company on phone at that hour so that i wont fall asleep and go to school. its all appreciated!! thanks dear(:

reach school at 8am with jolene and had a talk with my ca(: then went back class and quarrel with this fucking act gay guy in my class EMANUEL! stop acting one singer in class stop acting like you are a gay in class!! Fuck you understand! NB! _l_

P/S: i'm happy(:

2010-09-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

feeling kinda low now i don't know why. that is why i hate staying at home and i hate reflecting!! this feeling is not good. i don't feel good!!! yes we can still be friends thats so easy for you to say. do ever think about me?? sigh.. i'm speechless. FML!! can someone teach me how to read peoples mind?? i need to read someones mind badly!! ):

P/S: simply FML~

2010-09-12T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ytd met zhen ci then because i'm heading to tampanies so decided to drop by her place for awahile(: hahahas! see so sweet of me buy coke and fisherman sweet for you somemore!! ass! after awhile went to ah ma house for dinner and back to her house downstairs we chat alot alot alot!! hahas!! had a great fun thou.. i miss her hp games man ass!! its ok shall meet her next week(: Eh idiot! you better rest well i tell you!! don't be as stubborn ar!! hahas! see you!

currently in school doing project):

P/S: moving on(:

2010-09-11T23:25:00.000-07:00

whenever i step into play you will be the first person running in my mind. all those memmorise just past by and stuff. esp when i get up to the stage and seat at the side you was seating there looking at us dancing and in the end you ask me whether i want to dance with you so i said ok. after that we kept meeting and we are like a fling. but after awhile i don't know what happens to you an you said you wanted to draw a clear line with me. rmb this pic?? this is the first pic that we took and its real sweet. but its ok. i'll get over you soon(: bless you love!

i love this picture!!

P/S: i'm missing you~

2010-09-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

woke up so early got nothing to do so decided to blog(: i'm kinda bored!! tonight faster arrive so that i can go play play play!! hehehe!! love!

P/S: moving on(:

2010-09-10T02:24:00.000-07:00

ytd head to bishan for dinner. then head down to maxwell. and guess what i wore t shirt shorts and slipper is those slacking kind(for your info) then they want me go in play! -.- in the end ethan chan thanks for your help eh. help me bring extra shirt and yahui lend me that shoe(: kinda bored ytd can't wait for sat!!! sat is much more fun can! anw had fun with amanda and co(: and ethan was my dance partner!! hehe! i was the top and he was the bottom!!! hehehehe!!! so funny! so fun!! and help anita acted a show!! BEING HER GIRLFRIEND!! ass!! hehe!

oh please! everybody trusted you so much in the end you broke all those trust. please la if you continues this way nobody is gonna trust you anymore. you said you no need my help and stuff right?? forget it!! anw i don't deserve this kind of shit. so please keep it to yourself! sick and tired of you behaving this way. its not only me saying this. i heard lots of ppl telling me that too! REFLECT PLEASE!!!!

P/S: i don't deserve shits!

2010-09-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

having headache and fever:/ actually want to go play but i don't think i'll be having fun): hmm... so decided to meet gerard and co. and not forgetting mandy(: i kinda miss her right now but haix.... nvm): hope to see her later too(:

P/S: i miss you piggy S!

2010-09-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

Met baby lee, terence, shin, jia xing and terence today then Fried longan(Sam) came then me, baby lee and sam head down to fareast to find someone. then meet jia xing and terence at cine, soon they left then we head to k then raymond and ian came then sing sang sung then went to hong kong cafe had supper with baby lee's friend then slack awhile home sweet home(:

i don't feel good, no motivation to go school anymore! i'm getting tired of school work and everything. i need you! but sadly you are not here): FML!

P/S: i'm not feeling good!!

2010-09-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

self declare holiday. totally no mood to go school! seriously i don't dare to face you anymore! gosh! fucking ps can! first time in my life! next time i saw you i should act normal and do nothing about it look at you and give you a smile and show you how strong am i man!! wah!! damn ps! FML! is either i want turn straight or stay single man!

P/S: i hate love!

2010-09-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

Currently in school having poa): i'm kinda bored when i'm in school): haix!! I MISS YOU!!!! ):

P/S: I Miss You~

2010-09-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

i'm currently at home(: will be hading down to bishan again to study later(: woohoo... cann see all my lovelies again!! i'm kinda no brain today i don't know why. anw.. me and baobei gonna buy this very sweet perfume tmr(: hehe!!

P/S: are you the one for me?

2010-09-05T22:50:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so miserable when i'm in school): i hate to go school!!! FML PLEASSE!!

P/S: brainless woman is me~

2010-09-05T19:45:00.000-07:00

Currently in this fucking school doing this fucking project! FUCK TIRED man! i seriously hate school ttm can! ): i'm tired of doing project tired of doing anything. i just don't feel like coming school! kill my braincells add up my stress! com is damn lag. i'm throwing temper already la! and i hate this! FML!

P/S: i miss you~

2010-09-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

woo lala.... had a great night ytd. saw something that we shouldn't see in play!!!!!! DAMN!!! DISGUSTED!! hahahs!! but i don't know why my head just want to turn back and have a look! hahahs!! so we was dancing on stage and stuff. kinda happening. after play then friend's house then head home this afternoon and i just came back from mandai went to visit my grandpa(: and tmr sschool starts): hate it!

P/S: ah gong i miss you~

2010-09-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

went swimming with baobei this afternoon she laugh at me because i don't know how to swim): so bad right??!! ): i'm tired! hmmm..... going out to play tonight with lovelies!! can't wait man! hehe!!

i finally know what you wrote. hahhas!!! stop acting like you are a poor little girl. stop attracting attention from others! stop all your stupid acts and stuff. think who is the immature one. laughs!!!! fuck you bitch!

P/S: you are totally a worthless bitch man!

2010-09-03T14:30:00.000-07:00

WOke up late for school in the end meet them at clarke quay for a 30min talk-.- hmmm... after that went to eat with bim and co. went home shower nua awhile head out to city square to meet baby sim and ah chan(: after that gace baby cheang her birthday surprise(: after celebration and stuff head down to city hall meet sean and co. had a great night!! going swimming with baobei at 12 pm and i'm still awake-.- at night play play play with sean and co(: so excited!!! hehe!!

P/S: i'm enjoying life(:

2010-09-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

i find that you don't have to waste your tears its not very worth thou.. keep it to someone that will really cherish you next time. lets move on, no point holding onto a r/s that is always unstable everyday quarrel and in the end both party is not happy at all. everything will always go back to square one. we are both tired enough. lets stop torturing ourselves alright?? i believe you will find a better one the one that can chersih you more the one that ou really love. maybe you are just very rely on me that is why you will become like that. no worries time heals. take care babe(:

P/S: we are just too tired.

2010-09-02T03:12:00.000-07:00

Haven been sleeping for 2 days:/ its kinda tiring but still enjoy lossing energy for netball(: had a great game with taipei ppl today(: they are like so fast la>.< after that went to eat kfc breakfast then head to cathay for movie Haunted Changi(: then afetr watching head to ps the have a walk all of them left then i head to find sean for a short complaining session(: she was laughing away!! >.< anw she said this " if you can stay up till evening i guess you are more man then me already" truely i'm more man then you huh(: hahahs!! :p

P/S: happiness is what i wanted(:

2010-09-01T14:12:00.000-07:00

just reach home not long ago(: had a great time out with lovelies just now. ate dinner with sean and co. they are like so cute la!! can't stop laughing when i'm with them(: shall see all of them on sat night!! PLAY!!! woo hoo.... guess what having friendly match later and i haven even sleep): having headache):

P/S: i'm so happy!

2010-08-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

thanks for hating me thanks for calling me a bitch. thanks huh. ya y fault for everythin. think who is too controlling think who is the one beng so unreasonable. think who is the who always throw temper when i did nothing is it me? yeah its me huh. breaking your heart everytime. you can just tell the whole world that I'M BAD THAT YOU DID NOTHING!!! WHATEVER MAN!! FUCK IT!

P/S: HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE!

2010-08-30T11:25:00.000-07:00

had a great day in school(: had fun with my lovely netballers. but one thing that is not very good is i kept injured myself today): now don't know why having backache): and it really really hurts!!!! and now sam and mandy at my house romantic-ing. hahas!!

P/S: its the end after a few months of drama.

2010-08-29T18:56:00.000-07:00

Reach school at around 8.15n was late 15min with baobei;/ hahhas!! my class was kinda chatty today(: guess all of them have a good holiday including me!! esp when the moment that i'm in play (its a club)!! hahahhas!! till now i'm still so excited!! i'm way too chatty today(: hahhas!! will update again(:

P/S: can't shut my mouth today!

2010-08-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

woo lala~ had a damn fun night ytd!! i swear its much better then thurs day(: so i'll be going next thurs and sat again as a promise to mandy(: cause thurs got carol card event i don't know is it spelt like that. hahahs!! sat we'll be going cause..... hahahs!!! (secrets) yeah!! so damn looking forward!!!!! i'm still having like the ytd mood dancing away with my lovelies!! hahahhahahhahhs!! damn fun! but tmr school re open): damn sad! hahas!! but its ok lots o thing to share with my baobei!!!! loves!

Thanks mandy love!!! ( for some reasons! hahahs!)

P/S: play play play i'm loving it!

2010-08-27T21:58:00.000-07:00

currently at baby's house eating apple and pineapple. watching some food show we are like drooling already!!! hahas!! she can't concentrate on her study!! BAD GIRL!! tsk tsk tsk.... the reason why she can't study is because i'm here! hahash!! too attractive le(: update photo soon!!

P/S: baby, i love you~

2010-08-27T00:16:00.000-07:00

WOOOO!!!! have a great day ytd!! had fun seeing amanda drinking last night and people get tipsy and do all kinds of stupid thing. its kinda funny thou... ok i'm bad. hhahas!! before we went in everybody have gotten a chop except me): then i walk by re-entry pay money and gotten a chop by myself(: hehhe!! so nervous and my heart was pumping so fast can!! in the end we was enjoying dancing inside!! I SWEAR THAT NELSON DANCE DAMN FUCKING HOT!!!!! was kinda intereting and fun thou(: maybe sat going play for gays night again?? (: ANW ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA GAN YE SHAN!!!! MY DEAR LOVE LAST LONG WITH SHERYL ONG OK!!!

P/S: MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE(:

2010-08-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

I'll fuck off from your life(: i'm heading out top play tonight! pray hard that i'll be able to go in!! hehe!! so excited!!!!

P/S: i'll fuck off, i promise(:

2010-08-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

Stayed over at baby's house then when we woke up baby fried chicken wings for me!!! thanks baby although its a very sinful thing:/ then cab home at around 4 went to aunty's place cause some internet people coming. then home(: boring day for me):

P/S: i'm fucking bored!

2010-08-23T23:56:00.000-07:00

had a great day bbq-ing with lovelies ytd(: Had a great fu although its raining. we did lots of stupid stunt!! but still enjoy the whole planning(: i'll upload pics when i'm not lazy(:

P/S: i'm sorry

2010-08-22T20:01:00.001-07:00

Heading to ECP soon!!! so looking forward for today!! hahahs!! can see all my lovely netballers later(: ESP BAOBEI!!! I MISS YOU TTM LA!!! hehe!! waiting for alwin and nat to come down and fetch me(: thanks alwin for helping!!! loves!

P/S: i love you baby~

2010-08-21T22:49:00.001-07:00

I'll jolly well fuck off from your life. thanks!

P/S: i'll fuck off(:

2010-08-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG. CAN YOU AT LEAST TELL ME WHATS GOING ON??!! FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE! DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY AM I SUFFERING THIS DRAMA FOR 5 OR MORE MONTHS. I HAVE ENOUGH! FUCKING ENOUGH!!! FMFL!!!!

P/S: FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE_l_

2010-08-21T20:57:00.000-07:00

woke up at 10 plus 11am have to pray(: miss my gandpa so much): hmmm..... uncle and the rest is at my place now. having lunch together and stuff. hahas. it has been long since we have a family gathering): miss those past when granpa was still alive! ): have to buy seafoos stick for tmr's bbq(: (Y) looking forward!!!

P/S: i'm holding on what about you?

2010-08-21T09:14:00.000-07:00

stayed home till 5pm plus then head to bugis meet nat then bought so call a singlet. hahas. then saw javen and co in the mrt station. send nat to farrer park then head down to PS meet sam eat talk smoke. then played arcade!! damn fun(: then home(: counting down to mon!!! (:

P/S: fuck your friends! _l_

2010-08-20T12:30:00.000-07:00

Nat stayed over at my place ytd and we head down for breakfast at blk 3 then head to get bbq stuff(: hmmm..... had a great time with her playing and searching around giant(: then went to east coast to put some stuff then head down to her house an prepare games and stuff. i'm so looking forward to monday!! head back to boonkeng mac meet mandy love(: then do some stuff thenmeet sam and both of them are at my house now!! Sam enjoying laughing and watching video with my sister and mandy love K.O on my bed(: i'm meeting baobei tmr!!! (:

i'm tolerating all those temper that you are throwing to me now. i'm concern about you that is why i'm stil holding on. you may thought that i'm having fun now. but the fact is i'm not! i'm missing you. can you stop running away?? we are getting way too far apart. i'm missing those past):

P/S: i'm not happy!!

2010-08-19T01:10:00.000-07:00

FUCKING WASTE MY TIME AT HOME ROTTING WAITING FOR YOU GUYS AND IN THE END SAYING THAT WE ARE NOT MEETING.... WHAT THE FUCK. THANKS HUH.....

P/S: FUCK PISSED OFF....

2010-08-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

Busy planning bbq stuff with nat for mon(: hahash!! acttually planning also very fun leh. hmmm..... had to buy alot of thing and we are like so aunty look for discount de. laughs!! had a great day with her ytd(: and later we gonna buy so call a singlet at bugis then go find where got discount again. hahahas. having fun running here and there looking for stuff(: (Y) see you later natsoh(:

P/S: i love my mummy!!

2010-08-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

Went out at around 5pm plus. met Jia Yan and Sheryl then amanda came(: walk around vivo then head to long john for dinner then went up to sky garden to have a chat had a great fun with them(: so around 10 went back to bk. amanda send sheryl and jia yan accom me to bk and waited for mandy, amanda and sam for like 2 and a half hour!!!!!! hahahahhs!! surrently at sam's house with mandy and her(: Had a great day today(:

P/S: I hope i can cherish you once again(:

2010-08-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

We are finally over and done with. i'll respect your decision since you told baobei that we broke up. Fine everything ends today. you are tired so am i. i'll move on. i won't contact you unless its urgent or maybe for the upcoming bbq. thanks for those memories(: Bless you with your new love. (:

Will be meeting Cutie Pie ( Jia Yan ) later!! (:

P/S: we are over and done with~

2010-08-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

Played lots of game ytd and wasted $80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but at least she did enjoy(: i'm tired and not gonna blog much today. goodnight peeps(:

P/S: FML~

2010-08-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

i'm home like so early today but will be meeting Nat at bugis later(: ahhahs!! school was rather boring today. but ya still had fun with my clique(: after school went to smoke under the void deck with baobei then head to j8 baobei went to get her ear stut then head to toilet and i suddenly feel like piercing my ear bone. so baobei accom me to 77 street and pierce(: and i'm done!! hahas! when she help me pierce that time my heart beat stop for 1 sec and baobei kept laughing at me!!! ): hahahas!! thanks baobei for the company(:

P/S: feeling real dowm):

2010-08-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

Currently in school now(: boring!! hahhahs!! i'm so tired!!!! ); have to do time line chart!! don't even know a single thing. lolx!!! hate to come school!! but yes holiday coming(: (Y)

sometimes i'm wondering what am i to you? sometimes cold sometimes hot. what are you trying to show?? just feel like spending more time with you, feel like meeting you but you like don't want to meet me. i don't feel like going out because i thought i can meet you but in the end. the answer you give me is like you don't feel like meeting kind. laughs. what am i suppose to do? you tell me can? i don't even know what should i do. laughs!!!

P/S: i love you, you know?

2010-08-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

Had a great day playing with the netballers(: had a 4 on 4 game with out own teammates(: had a really fun time!! and my team Girls Power Won a second prize!!! so happy(: after that went for the yog cheer and dance oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah thingy(: although very pai seh but still enjoy it(: then me kelly and elaine went to had sakae buffet(: so nice!! then met sam and accom her to plaza sing and get something for friend and home!! ahhas!! i'm so tired!! gonna sleep soon!!! goodnight peepes(:

P/S: you've change~

2010-08-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

MY GIRLFRIEND IS FINALLY BACK!!!! BABY!!!!!!! I MISS YOU(:

2010-08-09T09:07:00.001-07:00

Meet Shelly, Kelly and Elaine and city hall then went to find food and shelly ong so funny!! she though the steamboat thing is different ended up its the same place-.- laugh till stomach pain!! hhahahhs!!! then in the end just acia(: went to marina to book place?? hahahs!! had a great day and elaine ong wanted to take photo fpr me and shelly in the end she go press the off button!! hahahahhs!!! dumb her!! after everything they went back home and i head to clarke quay to find Jun Wei, Shi Han, Gladys, Yi Cheng, Cherie and her friends(: had a wonderful day with them!!!! love you guys ttm!!!! love love!!!

P/S: Baby, i'm still waiting for your return):

2010-08-08T22:28:00.001-07:00

Girlfriend will be back today(: yeah!!! i miss you girlfriend!!!! ((((((:

heading out soon to meet shelly ong, elaine ong and kelly lim(: hope that sim enqi can join us!!!!! we will be going to marina and have lunchy then fireworks!!! heeheheheh!! excited!! but i miss my baobei too): so sad she cant join us): will blog when i am back(:

P/S: why am i missing you soooooo much?? because you are my girlfriend(:

2010-08-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

BABY!!!!!!!! I'M MISSING YOU!!!! GRRRR!!!! ytd stayed at baby's house, accom her then this morning she went to malaysia with her friends?? thats so sad): and now i'm rotting at home:/ i'm sorry to reject those outings but i'm way too lazy:/ tmr going out with some netballers(: but so sad my baobei not joining): nvm! baobei we still have next time!!!! love you baobei!!!

P/S: Girlfriend, i'm missing you~

2010-08-06T19:39:00.001-07:00

i only want to spend more time with you because you are heading to malaysia for 2 days. i know its only 2 days but its like 2 weeks to me. wanted to call and talk to you on the phone but you are way too busy. aiya, i guess i'm way too paranoid. forget it.

P/S: i hate myself for being this way

2010-08-06T04:58:00.001-07:00

I'm totally dead!! slept at around 2am last night and woke up at around 5.15am:/ was so tired but still have to go to school and prepare stalls(: sales was good!!! but i shout till no voice): but still enjoyed myself with my girls today(: then lucky we got time to play captain call(: although only play 1 game but still i'm contented(: hehe! after that me, kelly, elaine and nat went to yishun ite for yog thingy then after that went to have dinner and home(: tmr swimming with baobei, baby, kelly and elaine(:

Thanks baby for the breakfast. i love you(:

P/S: i love precious!

2010-08-04T17:32:00.000-07:00

currently in class, feeling so tired): hmmm... stayed over at nat's place ytd then you scare the shit out of me!!!! i ask " can you stay?" you heard "can you steam?" i said "will you be mine?" you said "huh" and i said more then 3 times. but in the end i told myself for you i will say it again so i ask "will you be mine?" and you said " i cannot....." you scare the shit out of me but in the end you said "i cannot don't be yours." hahahahahhahs!!! ♥ you!!!

P/S: i'll cherish you! i promise(:

2010-08-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

currently in school. Boring): Got someone scold baobei can. fuck that fucking guy la. cb! scold my baobei!! go and die la! _l_ i guess will blog tonight because i just reach school. nothing to blog about:/ see ya!!

P/S: moving on??

2010-08-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

after school do project with baobei then head to dance room and look at those people who are dancing.hahas!!! then head to foyer to see some dance then baobei went home while me, nat and jasmine went to tpy to look for clothes adn stress on what colour should the dance people wear. hahs!! after that jasmine went home while me and nat went to queenstown to find alwin head for dinner then home weet home(:

P/S: the hug that you gave me just now is precious(:

2010-08-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

every morning when i'm awake and eery night before i sleep, you are the only one that i'm thinking of. but so what. will you even care??? will you even bother?? laughs! i'm really trying my best not to think about you not to text you and stuff. but i really can't bare to do all this. Today reach school early and i cry. cool man. promise not to cry for you anymore but yeah today i just cried. its ok. if you are mine you will come back if not you'll be gone for sure.

P/S: will you be mine?

2010-07-31T22:43:00.000-07:00

ytd went swiming with baobei, nat, elaine and kelly. but i never swim fuck mens lo! damn pissed off!! then after they swim we head to j8 to eat lunch then walk around slack around. then all went back except me and nat then we walk around j8 find that its so sian then head to foodcourt to have some drink then we decided to head to suntec(: then walk around play around at night went to esplanade there to see fire works. gosh!! its so fuck nice a!! after that bought sushi then eat then head to my house then we was sitting i=under the void deck and talk. realise whats our mistake. hahs! but its ok. its all over(: i'm blessing you(:

is me who almost let you kill your life. i'm the one who breaks your heart. to let you feel so lost. so i decided to leave you or rather you decided to leave me. hahas! you will feel happier without me(: but thanks for the night, the night that we watch fireworks together. at that moment i felt so bless. but after that i know that you are gone. but no worries. i'm here when you need me. i'm only 8 digits away. ring me up and i'll be there if i can(:

P/S: i'm mising you as you know i always do(:

2010-07-28T17:32:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so weird now and ytd. don't even know whats going wrong with me. feeling sour? feeling upset? emotions just slowly walking into me. and i have no idea why? is it becuse of you? laughs! sigh. i'm missing you so much. just 1 day for you to change till like that? ya maybe you are correct i might not be staying long and its my fault for leaving you hanging in the air and don't know where you should go. yeah i guess you did a right choice(: i'll move on and i guess you are also moving on yeah. haha! but those memory like staying over at your place having fun laughing and all, helping you to do chores, going out at night to like have supper all though its fattening but our same old excuse, fighting in the night, disturbing each other in the night and even hugging you to slep in the night and we will like go out for supper at night although its fattening but out old lame excuse "its ok we are having netball training the next day" and we will just start laughing. awwww..... i really miss those time.sigh. but its ok(: thanks for the past few months!! bless you!!! loves!

P/S: will i move on?

2010-07-27T19:09:00.000-07:00

Currently i'm in school doing project. my life is full with projects man): i'm seriously so reluctant to do but tmr have to hand in): can someone just simply fuck my life!!!! grrr!!!!

Jolene: hey part time!!! thanks for the help for my project eh!!! love you deep deep!!! loves!

waiting for the whole night cant even sleep properly when you never text me or even reply a call. called someone to check whether you are ok and when i know that you are fine then i went to bed. don't even understand why should i do all this when i text you in the afternoon till now haven even reply. hahahahas!! you can man! you are the best!! (Y) what a fucking fool am i. hhahahsh!!! laughing at myself!

P/S: busy with project):

2010-07-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

met my lovely netballers just now but that enqi never come): cheat my feeling! hahs!! bur still have a great day with chio bu elain, kelly, baobei and shelly!! was talking about the past and stuff!! have dinner at j8 then we cant stop talking will continue part 2 tme i guess?? hhas!! after that home then meet sam pass her, her clothes then tak or hearts out(: was rather emotional eh. hehe! but still have a great talk with my stupid bitch(sam) meet up soon ar!!!

was waiting for your replys and call. but nothing from you! you best man!! hahas!! enjoying yourself and here i am waiting. you really can man!! hahahs! laugh my ass out of myself!! what a fucking fool!!

P/S: what a fucking fool!

2010-07-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

hahs!! projects suppose to hand in, in another 2 more days and the projects suppose to contain 15-20 page and me 1 page also haven do. hahahs!!! fail ding le la): i'm so eager to see my precious netballers later(: but only got me, baobei, elain ong, kelly, enqi and shelly): sat swimming with them plus baby and enyu excluding enqi and shelly(: can you imagine all of them can swimexcept me?? gosh!! comfirm ps si lo!!!

i'm supeer guilty of what i have done but i'm just afraid that if we are together things might be changing and i don't want. you know i don't like to have a heart to heart talk because i wont know what should i say. and i'll just keep quiet and you will get fustrated!! baby i'm sorry): i love you(:

P/S: i love you~

2010-07-25T19:36:00.000-07:00

FML!! i'm seriously gonna go mad!! i swear! gastric keep coming to me appendic will start to pain for no reason. headaches will always be around. all this is it because i'm stress?? sigh i'm speechless and i swear! Why all this craps are coming to me?? who can be there for me and walk through this tough period): i'm gonna get depression soon i guess??!! hahahshahahhahhas!!!!!!!!

P/S: FML~

2010-07-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

Ytd went over to nat soh's house then we was talking and talking. so funny!!! then over night at her house then morning woke up she was late for her meeting of projects:/ then both of us pack her house and i help her hang her clothes and stuff while she was packing her untidy and dusty table which makes our nose cry): thats so bad right??!! hahaas!! after packing and stuff i was hungry so decided to head down to queens and have curry chicken rice while she ate laksa. hahhas!! then after a few hours of walk at ikea we went to eat our dinner at ikea but we only ate meatballs and chicken wings! yummy!! walk and digest abit then i took bus home(: and now i'm doing my project):

Hey baby~ is not that i don't want to answer you but is just that i think the time is still not right. i find that if we are together things will start to change and i scared everything will be back to square 1): i find that if we stay this way will be better. anw i just want to tell you that i miss you): how i wish you were here for me like NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

P/S: i'm missing you baby~

2010-07-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

school wasn't as slack as i thought today. finally got idea for lpdx project with my clique:/ but guess what we are the last group so everything is just rushing us!! gosh!!! you know how irritated we are?? and please please please be committed to the project! i don't wish to pin point. after research abd stuff headed back to bk and meet sam then headed to bendemeer sec was a fun day with them(: hmmm..... but one sad thing is teachers says that i gain weight!!! gosh! i'm gonna go on diet already):

look at how cold you are treating me. hahahs!! i'm trying to be warm like usual. but you said you are having a bad day. same goes to me. projects is all stuck. by next week i have to hand in a 15 page project which i haven even start and all the others project! and i will still wait for you to end your dance. i guess i have put in enough effort already. think about how much effort i put in for this relationship. gosh!! sick and tired of everything): i need you~

P/S: i'm missing you like never before.

2010-07-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

Currently at Baby Lee's house. hahas!! having steamboat session later with my lovely sam and baby lee and co. hahs!!! Gonna catch up with them soon!! love them to the max!!

P/S: i miss you my netballers):

2010-07-18T18:35:00.000-07:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!! FUCK MY LIFE!!!!! FUCK STRESS WITH THOSE PROJECTS AND UP COMING TEST!!! PLEASE!!!! WE NEED A BREAK!!! SO MANY UPCOMING EVENTS AND STUFF. ALL THE PROJECTS HAVE TO HAND IN BEFORE YOG\! THINK WHAT? HERO AR??!! FML! TOTALLY!!!

NAT SOH: Baby if you saw this post i'm sorry to scold all those words that you don't like me to say. but i really really very stress. i'm sorry babay! i love you!

P/S: i'm fuck stress.

2010-07-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

wokke up at 6am today bathe pack up and stuf head down to school to have friendly match with australia ppl. it was a nice game indeed(: send them off after that. then head to coffee shop to have our brakfast cum lunch with Baby, Baobei, Kelly, Elaine, Enqi, Shelly, En yu and Feng ying then after that bishan to have a walk then home(: later going out to have dinner with family cause sister birthday. ELAINE NG YI LING!!!! HAPPY 10 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: baby i miss you soooo much!! ):

2010-07-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired la): its like raining heavily now:/ ending school in another 30 more mins(: then tonight dinner with netballers(: awww..... can't wait man! hahas!

P/S: hehe hoho haha(:

2010-07-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

Was very disappointed in my performance during itsc): i did not play well!! sigh!! was so upset but but but its ok(: team 1 central netballers got a champion!!!!!! hehe!!! you know the last ball that elaine is throwing in everybody stand up and we was so nervous because that decides whether will we get a champion not. and guess what we won!!! hehe!!! the game that seniors play was so excited!! gosh!! WAS SO HAAPY LA!!!! ITS SO MEMORABLE(:

NAT SOH: baby hope you will be ok soon(: stop be a sickling ar! hehe! you did very well in the game ytd(: jia you jia you jia you(: love you!!

P/S: was so upset yet so happy(:

2010-07-11T19:13:00.000-07:00

was late for an hour:/ then beo then after beo then head down to canteen grab some bite(: I TELL YOU AR!!! i nv so zhun before can!! tmr itsc today come mens!! FUCK MY LIFE!!!! doing nothing in class now. boring!!!

P/S: FUCK MY LIFE!

2010-07-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

Met Baby Tsy and co ytd. had a great time with them played basketball and thanks ar wei huang elbow my head! chit chat awhile then home(: gonna do my project later(:

To Tsy and Co: Hey my lovely cliques!!! you guys will be ok. you guys will be fine(: no worries! enjoy this short period. don't think too much alright? don't be so upset. anything i'm only 8digits away from you guys. i know i had neglect you guys. i'm sorry): i'll spend more time with you all ok(: love love!!

P/S: Hope you guys will be alright(:

2010-07-09T20:06:00.001-07:00

Ytd school was ok(: then went to canteen to eat lunch waited for some teammates(: then went J8 some of them bought stuff to eat then after that head to yio chu kang and meet the rest of them(: then head to anderson sec to have a friendly match(: after match head to amk yo have dinner with nat, beryl, baobei and feng ying(: then koi for me then home(: and i'm gonna meet my lovely tsy and co later(:

To Nat Soh: Hey babe(: you will be fine! don't over stressed yourself alright? everything is not turning out the way you want it to be i know. but take it easy. overcome everything. you will be fine. you will defitnitely be alright(: you are strong i know. if anything happens i'm just 8digits away(: call me if you need to hill(: TAKE CARE!!! loves!

P/S: i kinda miss you now((:

2010-07-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

School as per normal was late and cab again): i'm so broke! having fun in class!! school ends at 4 then netball at 5(: today having a fun time with my teammates(: hahas!! after training dinner with Baobei, Enqi, Enyu, Shelly and Juster(: BUAY TAHAN THAT SHELLY ONG!!! make us laugh untill like no tmr can!! TOTALLY LO!! Real had a freat time with them(: (Y)(Y)(Y) Love them to the max!!! hehe!! tmr school starts at 8am:/

P/S: i will try to do my best in everything from now on(:

2010-07-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

i'm home!!!! i'm so tired la): body aching and still got netball tmr and and and friday still got friendly sat have to reach east coast at 7.15 am then sun got friendly mon school tues and thurs ITSC(: hehe! hopefully can do well in both netball and school work(: I'm so happy that i attend school today. actually school was not bad. hmmmm... new module also quite fun(: intresting though.... but its hard!!): don't know whether can cope with my work not:/ hopefully can do well(: hehe!!

NAT SOH: Your mummy will be alright(: don't be so stressed up ok(: lucky i was with you yesterday in the hospital if not i don't know what will happen to you lo. hahahs!! as if i do alot of things like that but i actually never do anthing lo! hahahas!! but at least i made you smile!! (: love love!!!

P/S: i'm gonna do my best in everything(: